suffocating.....

i am suffocating

and i just need to breathe

i'm smothered under pressure

i must relieved

nothing i do is right

nothing they say is fair

i cry and scream and throw a fit

but no one seems to care

nobody will listen

to what i have to say

my life is not important

yet i'm living every day

i cant do what i want

i cannot stay out late

here i sit and write a this poem

to release my pain and hate

i'm confused and i'm alone

i'm lost inside my mind

no one will search beyond my looks

to see what they might find

so many thoughts confuse me

feelings i can't perceive

in this time of adolescence

and i just need to leave

none of it makes sense

none of this seems real

and no one understands

the emotions that i feel

i'm still suffocating

and i still need to breathe

i'm smotheres under feelings

let me be rilieved