Friday, December 2, 2011

End of sem 5

hello
lama x tulis...
dh bosan br nk tulis kn
it the end of year 2011 and i've already on my holiday...
mcm x percaya dh hbs sem 5 tp result x kuar lg...its a tough one dis sem....
finance arggghhhhhh hope pass tu je nk tahu...
bosan nk mampus cuti nih...u all nk taw br seminggu cuti ok...n aku dh hbskn sume duit n mase aku dgn doin nothing except eat eat eat n eat...tu je....pela x prokduktif lgsg kn...
lot of things happen...gado sana sini...thats y i hate 2011 i dunno what but i totally hate it....ingt lg new year awal tahun tu pun dh mcm2 jd..smpi la dh nk hujung nih...mcm2 la gak jadi...aku rase aku kn bla la dr ipoh ni...but i dunno where to start..im je being me...but non of them accept me the way i'm suppose to be...fafa has to change,fafa dh byk org besaba...act i dunno what the hell is happening...n ape yg people x puas hati sgt...ciuzly...i dont get it...sometime i know im just being to emo to my self...reason y?because lot of people try to hurt me...now i cant fight with my ego...dl aku org yg akan mngalah dgn pe saje...org ckp tu ini aku diam kn aje...skrg bile aku pertahan kn diri aku...seems sume org x leh trima..or should i say sume org nk menang n pikir dr tu betul termasuklah diri aku...ermm tahla...the more i care bout them the more i hurt..now we dont care for each other anymore..we dont forgive n forget...sorg mengamuk the rest pun mngamuk...nk plak social site yg berlambak nih...mcm2 care leh wat..sume puitis belaka...cara nk wat aku terase tu byk tp aku diam n x buat serangan balas pun cukup pe aku dh luah 1st tu je...aku admit pe aku wat...n aku wat sbb aku terluke byk kali..dis is the 3rd time..if u really care of me being ur fren ,bestfriend soulmate or whatever they call it...u should talk...now u guys just made me be a bad guy among all of u...hurmmm...nite