End of sem 5

hello
lama x tulis...
dh bosan br nk tulis kn
it the end of year 2011 and i've already on my holiday...
mcm x percaya dh hbs sem 5 tp result x kuar lg...its a tough one dis sem....
finance arggghhhhhh hope pass tu je nk tahu...
bosan nk mampus cuti nih...u all nk taw br seminggu cuti ok...n aku dh hbskn sume duit n mase aku dgn doin nothing except eat eat eat n eat...tu je....pela x prokduktif lgsg kn...
lot of things happen...gado sana sini...thats y i hate 2011 i dunno what but i totally hate it....ingt lg new year awal tahun tu pun dh mcm2 jd..smpi la dh nk hujung nih...mcm2 la gak jadi...aku rase aku kn bla la dr ipoh ni...but i dunno where to start..im je being me...but non of them accept me the way i'm suppose to be...fafa has to change,fafa dh byk org besaba...act i dunno what the hell is happening...n ape yg people x puas hati sgt...ciuzly...i dont get it...sometime i know im just being to emo to my self...reason y?because lot of people try to hurt me...now i cant fight with my ego...dl aku org yg akan mngalah dgn pe saje...org ckp tu ini aku diam kn aje...skrg bile aku pertahan kn diri aku...seems sume org x leh trima..or should i say sume org nk menang n pikir dr tu betul termasuklah diri aku...ermm tahla...the more i care bout them the more i hurt..now we dont care for each other anymore..we dont forgive n forget...sorg mengamuk the rest pun mngamuk...nk plak social site yg berlambak nih...mcm2 care leh wat..sume puitis belaka...cara nk wat aku terase tu byk tp aku diam n x buat serangan balas pun cukup pe aku dh luah 1st tu je...aku admit pe aku wat...n aku wat sbb aku terluke byk kali..dis is the 3rd time..if u really care of me being ur fren ,bestfriend soulmate or whatever they call it...u should talk...now u guys just made me be a bad guy among all of u...hurmmm...nite

wish you were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here. 

cookies monster

hyee nih nk crita skit
ari tu bulan posa aku de la jalan kn bisnes kecil2an
yela blaja bisnes kn so nk praktikkn la pe yg dh blaja
all 3 of my bff nany yna n adila n me decide nk jual cookies for raya...yela raya kn msti org nk bli kueh raya
dgn bermodal awal rm80 sahaja ktorg pusing2 buat sample...bli bekas sume
n amik order kt lecturer ,kwn2 ,bf n online orders...
mule2 mmg susah n pening gaduh2 lg..tp at last kami berjaya siap kn sume order sblum raya
mmg letih pnt byk ponteng kelas...
mule2 target 1000 je kukis...pastu jd 3000 n lastly oer than 5000 kukis ktorg bake...
hari last sblum semua org balik kg hari pling best..sbb nk kire untung...
last2 dapat la rm300 lbh sorg...ok la kn syukur...1st try...
n balik dr kg sume org dpt feedback yg best dr sedare mare n kawan2 ckp kalo de lg nk order lg...
next year punya raya akan wat lg besar2an tambah dgn lg satu new recipe...heheh nk taw tguuuuu
nih de ske gmbr tyme proses berbisness heheh..
we had so much fun together..x pnh spent tyme mase betul2 cm nih...smpi x smpt nk g bercuti mana2
sbb nk wat kukis nih je...

new me new layout and new enviroment

holla peeps
its been awhile since my last updates
im sorry to keep u waiting
from now i will write n post anything bout me n my life ryte now...
xnk bace x yah bace ok ehhehehehehe...
toodles.....<3

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nany

ok semua org dh taw n sume org pelik kite dh x kwn..
aku rase dh hmpir 12 tahun kite kwn...x pnh berpisah
share semua bnda same2..tbe2 satu perkare yg buat kite lost control
kite dh hilang sabar..kite dh x percaya sesame kite
kite tikam,kite mengata sesame kite..tp kau sdr x sbnrnya dlm hati kite de pe?
mungkin kau dh bc entry aku sblum ni..terpulang mau ckp apa..itu geram ku..
mungkin kau juga geram tp kau x jns lepas..sabar aku tercabar sbb org bw mulut psl kau pasl aku psl kite..
time tu tuhan duga aku duga persahabatan kite..duga semuanya yg sblum ni milik kite..
n aku x kuat hadapi dugaan tu..dh aku luahkn dgn kate2 yg sblum nih aku x pnh kate pd kau
or pd sesape...kt sini aku susun 10 jari mntk ampun atas entry aku tuh..mgkin bagi kau nmpk fake..terpulang kau llbh knl aku dr yg lain kdg2 dr ibu bapa ku sndr...terpulang..aku x mau dndam aku bpanjangan
aku berdosa..dosa2 sblum nih x tertanggung lg..
aku ngaku hidup aku kosong xde kau..xde aktiviti xde sp nk share happy aku..tp aku ego begitu juga kau
aku pasti..skrg aku runtuhkn ego aku..sbb aku x mampu lg nk tanggung rindu aku kt kau..bkn rindu cinta sesama jenis ..tp rindu persahabatan kite..kite berdua lbh tahu psl kite dr yg lain2
mungkin de yg dengki psl kite..psl rapat kite..psl sharing kite...n buatkn kite sndr terpedaya..

aku mntk maaf atas semua yg berlaku..dn skrg saat nih aku lupe kn semua pe yg kau dh ckp pd aku..xde dendam lg..itu je..terpulang pd kau kini..bg aku persahabatan aku dgn kau lain dgn persahabatn yg br aku bina stahun dua...take care...i miss you..mgkin dh terlambat utk aku buat sume nih..xpela janji aku buat huhu

dewasa

dh dewasa ker aku??mcm x kn..umo dh 22 tp byk bnda aku kn blaja lg..tntg hidup
dunia kawan dn semua...
tp aku dh puas ker dgn pe yg aku de skrg?
tidak aku x puas hati..
entah la pas kejadian tu aku byk diamkn diri
aku byk pikir
pe semua nih jd kenapa?
kenapa  sebab aku?atau terpengaruh
entah sedih
sedih sgt..arghhhh x taw pe nk ckp...

REVENGE

ok sume dh settle its tyme to revenge now...

girls beware...hahhaha....jgn ingt aku diam aku takut k...hehhehe

TBE2

mesti korg tanya2 ek sp nih...

yg pompuan tu liana yg bf dia amar

both of them nih best2 friend aku tyme skolah

n now ktorg dh x kontek

ermmm x taw knp..

liana dh xnk kwn aku lg..

i dunno y...n i thing bcause of my atitude..n mulut cm haram kot

n i've appologies to her..but still nothing

ingt lg dulu liana nih kwn aku sejak aku drjah satu lg..then dia g mrsm n form 4 dia masuk smgr blik..ktorg dua nih baik2 sgt2 dh mcm lesbo...i love her 2 death..n im sad la pe jd skrg i miss her so so much

liana n amar nih cpl sbb aku yg match maker kn dulu..then kekal sampai skrg sgt2 happy 4 them..

amar nih kwn baik laki yg aku de dia sorg je..

sume bnda aku cite ngn dia...

aku rindu giler nk smbg giler2 ngn dia ciuzly..

kalo la dorg bc blog aku nih..aku nk ckp

yg aku mntk maaf la sbb pe yg aku dh wat..yela masing dh besar kn..

panjang2 kn bnda nih nk wat pe pun..n aku rindu sgt2 kt korg..i wish we could hang out sometime..text me on fb or my hp..i will wait till im old..cause i love u guys so so much..

happy 4 u guys

p/s:sorry curi gmbr korg huhu

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i miss you

To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you.

terase sgt2

tah la..aku pon x taw pe bnda yg aku wat smpi aku dlayan mcm tu..aku sdh tp aku control lagi aku wat x taw je..tp smpi 1 tahap aku dh x mampu nk kate pape mmg sdh giler ngn kata2 dia...byk bnda yg aku terasa tp aku diam...sbb aku hormat n syg....tp aku punya hormat n syg tu mcm x dibalas...n aku kecewa sgt2....aku taw aku x sepandai dia n sebaik dia smpi aku dilayan x seistimewa dia...n aku taw aku ade hbngn dgn laki yg x sbaik lelaki dia...tp jgn wat aku cm nih..aku masih mentah aku x taw jg hati org...kalo perlu tgur ku secara baik...tu je aku mntk...skrg aku rase dr aku loser gila...knp perlu aku mngs?entah...aku x mntk simpati...aku cume ingin luahkn...aku sedih aku kecewa...aku xde maksud pape...aku mntk maaf bg pihak saleh...dia dh taw semua cerita n ingin mase utk mntk maaf...kte bkn br knl smlm...tp dh makan tahun...bnda mcm nih x ptt jd pon sbnrnya...mungkin salah aku...terllau ikutkn perasaan...terlalu lalai...aku cuma nk hidup aku pnuh dgn cahata dr org2 aku syg...support aku...tu je...terima dgn siapa pilihan ku...manusia pnuh dgn kesilapan n perlukan peluang utk berubah...maafkn aku...

11/1/11

still at work...arghhh tired ari ni aku kerah tenaga n mata aku siap kn akaun2 tu adoiii saba je la...tp kerja sini ok la lbh teratur...n aku leh kuar kul 10 utk mkn pg hehhe...pdhl x mkn pun g smoke je...hahah....tp tu la dlm opis nih bila ptg je aku sorg2...tp ok la aku leh lyn diri aku sndr perhhh cptla hbs praktikal aku dh bosan nk bngun pg2 nih tlg la....

jgn judge aku..

jgn judge aku kalo ko x knl aku tlg la paham si kaki ngadu...aku paling menyampah kalo tbe ader bnda yg bukan mslh ko yg ko nk masuk campur...aku rase nk lempang2 je ko...fb aku ske hati aku la aku nk tulis pe...mslhnya aku joke je pehal nk ciuz2...siottt betul