END OF 2008 HELLO 2009

2008 dh nk smpi pade pnhujungnya..huhu..been aa great year 4 me i think...got 2 knoe many new people...new hobbies...huhuhu....tahun br nk dtg dh so x plan pape tp aku nk new year nih yg terbaek utk akuuu..huhuhu uitm life come again wif new semester...huhu suck bl nk hbs tah..4 ur info im breaking up again yesterday..huhu..sad...i still cant 4get bout azha..4 life is full of happiness when he came in my life early diz year..thnk azha...i will remember u always..gud luck 4 me huhu

FINALLY NEW FON YEAAAAAAA...

finally slps mengayat ayat ke ipoh perade..aku tlh mndpt fon bawu yes3...result twok pun dpt fon hehehehe twok toi...mule2 ayah cm x nk bli je dia nk repair fon lame aku tu tp aku ckp xnk repair nk fon bawu..aku pun berurus beli sndr sbh ayah nk bli fon sony..last2 aku amik sony walkman w880i....x la mhl sgt besa je..tp bleyh la...aslkn bawu heheheh...x slide x flip...besa sajew..hehhe oren hitam kalernya..nipis je...ayah bli je hehe cayunk ayah...now x yah pki fon nokia dh leh 3g ngn botax skrg ahhaha nany pun leh..now i got new sony phone and new sony mp3 hehehe...thnkx dad...next myvi plak hahah....

NEW HOPE!!!

since aku tidak mndpt result yg agk bagus n aku sangat2 la keciwa....waaaaaaaaaaaaaa database sucks!!!! shit repeat lg...so mule2 cm sgt keciwa..smpi aku terlebh overdose smoke...adoiyai pe nk jd nih fa...hmmm sehingga la bpk ksygn ku pulang ary nih n blanja aku mkn pizza..n nasiht aku jgn give up...aku msti boleh wat..n sbgi balasan aku akn dpt kereta myvi se wow kalo aku lulus diz semmm..so pastinya aku akn wat btoi2 utk mdptkn kereta idaman ku...giler myvi tu..sem 5 mmg leh bwk kete dh..mmg r dasyat...huhuh...tp aku still kecewa x dpt g rock the world waaaaa dh la dpt tiket free 2keping rugi je...xpela..pas ni aku akn pastikn aku pg jgk mane2 gig besa tp kn kurang kn skit for my myvi se hehehehe...cayunk ayah..so nk pujuk ayah beli fon bawu...fonku sudah wosakkk...hate nokia...yeaaaa dhla dpt mp3 sony bawu gak kaler pink...adoi mmg terbaek la bpk aku tu...tuhan tlg la kasi aku ni kuat skit smbhyg heheh cpt sgt lupe diri...huhu...fafa sedarla kamoooooo....sem4 here i come...wlpn aku mnci course aku......

MESSAGE X DSGKA DaRi AZHA..

setelah sekian lame pas aku balik dr kl jmpa azha..aku x kontek ngn dia sume..tbe2 smalm dia text aku..mule2 dia kol tp since hp aku wosak shit2..dia x leh dgr sore aku...then dia text kate ni azha huhu..i was like..hurmmm sgt terkejut..dia tanya aku twun rock the world ke x...coz dia nk suh bwk speaker dia tuh..huhu.aku cm x cmfrm agy nk twun ke x..then dia cm ckp dia nmpk aku dh happy skrg..ader heroes br kt mys huhu..hurmm aku just btaw bkn tu ke yg dia nk..gantung aku..then kononnya bertunang ngn owang lain..dia siap ckp dia dh btunang sbtu lps..xtaw nk cy ke x..huhu..dia ckp sowi dia bkn laki yg baik utk aku..then dia ckp sume ni takdir r pe la...huhu tyme tu air mate aku dh mngalir giler2..i mish him so much..aku happy ngn dia dl..happy sgt2...fucked up...

TBE2 CM WINDU TEDDY BEAR

apsl nih...tbe je aku windu ko...hesh fuck btoi r..'
apsl ssh giler nk lupekn ko...hurmmmmmmmmmm

PINHEAD TOUR TAIPING!!

Since aku n nany agak bluurrr d pg ahad x taw nk wat pe sbb parents aku xde n ktorg sgt bebas d rumah ku...aku pun cdg r g taiping pg gig pinhead tour band punrock kuantan my hometown yeahhh..sbb leh dpt cd free....heheh..dh la bgun agak lmbt kul 11...bergegas la ke madan kid naik bus g taiping heheh..1st tyme ni g gig kt taiping..sbnrnya aku cm nk jmpa skandal sehidup semati aku pdoih ahahha band dia perform skali..n dia slalu bsing kate aku x support dia ..now aku dtg jgk tgk dia..n lg satu aku jugak tahu mr parkyson ku juga akn ke taiping ahhaha...pg2 msg dia tanya"cyg kt ner??"hahah aku wat bodo je...last tyme aku smpi kt gig dgn pertolongn netty aku lpk dpn studio tu..tbe mr parkyson ku smpi hahah terkejut beruk dia tgk aku...tp aku lek je wat x taw je ahhaha...dia pun x ske awek kaco kt gig..so aku cm lpk ngn dak2 the last son..ameq cam terkejut aku bwk nany hahah gelabah giler dia...dia ske nany ahhah cm aku x taw...siap bnjew nany minom aku x ..kuang asam nya ameq..ameq siap ckp g asl x btaw nk dtg kt nany dia segan gile smpi main gitar pun x btoi dh ahhaha...gig dia agak kurg la org skin head ramai takuttttt heheh..tp aku just dtg nk support pdoih...hehhe..dlm kul6.30 aku gerak balik ipoh sbb bus last kul 6.30 sadis je..terisi gak la hari ahad aku yg buhsan heheh......

BFF GONE FOREVER

satu story psl mlm td...
1 rakan lame x taw knp...dtg bulan ke ape...msg akoo tuduh akoo mcm2 n mengaku plak syg kt akoo..sdgkn x pun...ok xde hal gua ok lg..ble tyme gua mmblas sgla serangan dia...dia kate gua plak nk bangkit isu...aik pelik sape yg msg sape nih..adoyai kepala pusing sudeyh!!!! ok kerna kau begitu pandai berkata2 pelik in english lg..aku mmg la phm tp x leh nk reply in english sbb aku x fake bahahahaha...fake skit la kdg2..yg ako pelik sorang budak ipoh pun termasuk ako x prnh petik cite psl dia...bleh lak nk kate aku kutuk2 dia blakang dia omg...ape crita..ok mayb aku abd fren la sbb tulis mcm nih..tp aku agak la menyirap bl org ske2 hati mak dia nk judge aku lelebih...lg satu bab bf dia...aku x taw la knp bf dia change kn tp of coz la sbb ko yg ckp mcm2 ryte kate aku kutuk2 ko..ahhh x kisah la...frenx come n go...aku mmg xde hal..x pnh nk paksa sape nk kwn ngn ako..ryte now ako happy ngn sp yg kawan ngn akoo..n mmg x pnh nk judge ako huduh ka ape ke...wlpn cm rakan ni knl akoo lg lame..tp tah la..whatever drama2!!!! kalo akoo ni twok sgt next tyme when u come to ipoh y dun u kol or tdo kt umah kwn yg byk berkorban ngn ko tu kn...nk tgk skit dia tulun ke x..tulun kot coz i knoe her better then you...i've been roomate wif her...i knoe pas ni akn de serangan balik d blog ko say akoo nk amik perhatian hoho i dun care coz all my fren knoe what happen..i wish u r happy wif ur life as a innocent girl..n wif ur handsome bf that i use 2 have crush on him b4 u...hohoho..p/s:1 more thing bj MNG yg djanjikn maw dberikn kpdku simpan jela..i knoe u dun wanna give it 2 me anyway..its ok...i can by it by my own..wlpn akoo x kaya cm ko..hoho thnkxxx buddy for being a great fren n making me cry when im keep thinking bout u...daaaaaaaaaa..eh lupe..mmg ko bjaya buat aku jeles yup2 ko bjaya yes2...congrat la...

OH NANY I LOVE YOU LALALLALA

something yg telah mangacau hidup aku smalm tlh merajinkn jari2 aku ni untuk menulis psl kwan aku yg paling rapat i mean mmber seponggong aku hahha...nany..i love her 2 death..sumpah x tipo..ktorg knl since darjah5..satu skolah duk dekat ngn umah..slaloo ptg2 cuci mate naik beskal hahha kecik2 dh gatai...perhhh..then skolah menengah same sampi form 3 then nany pndh teknik..waaaa tp still kontek n hangout kalo nany blik weekends...now ktorg uitm jugak cuma nany uitm kedah aku uitm perak..heheh ako rase krd aku slaloo hbs kol nany ahha dh cm bf aku dh nany nih..hheheh..nany la pendengar setia crita2 aku..cite sedih ke happy ke sume aku btaw dia dulu..kadang nany cum dh bosan kot dgr citer sdh ako tp dia ttp dgr jugak...walaupe pun..heheh...in fact aku juga tlh mnjd match maker nany stlh sekian lame hahah...now nany happy wif amir..jumpa kt gig n kkl smpi skrg maaa...ktorg pnh jugak double date tyme aku ngn azha dulu wahhh sdh kalo ingt balik..lpk apartment azha hang out skali...g kl skali huhu..ktorg jugak x pnh bpisah kalo g gig..x sah kalo nmpk mke ako x nmpk nany...hahha sume org taw kot de fafa ader la nany lagi2 dak2 clothing...besa r dak2 clothing ske mnggunakan aku utk ngorat nany hahahhaha...nany hot stuff dowh skrg...parents ktorg pun mmg dh knl so mmg xde hal la ..ckp je nk hang out skali parents ktorg green light ja...xde hal...ktorg bkn je wat bnda baik skali bnda jahat pun skali taw hahhaha...mmg x nk klah..jgn x tw rahsia dlm cimut pun ktorg kongsi dua hahah...bodo syialll....dsbbkn aku ni bdn besa skit slaloo la kn protect nany heheh..cian dia kuwus sgt...tp sumpah sgt happy kwn ngn dia...cayunk ko dowh...

nany:hope we will b fren 4ever...will b fake 2gether 4 eva..n merialisasikn impian kite nk keje satu opis n suk satu apartment ngn su jugak ahhaha...flirt 2gether...i love you nany..thnkx 4 everything!!!!

I MISH MY FRENXX HUHUU!!!

i found diz pix at farhana mys...omg look at me..im so fat..ugly daaa....hahah in school uniform perhhh...i remember diz..all 5p1 students...im kinda miss all myfren...im like crying when i found diz pix...shitt i missed all of them i mean not all but fren that i really knoe that tyme...kalo la dorg terbukak blog aku ni hope korg bc la lil bit msg 4 u guys....

farhana:u been a great fren..i love u..hope we can be roomate again next sem..hahah let rock n roll baby..lot of gigs next year...

liana:hurmm im kinda missed u..windu dsuap mkn mcm waktu rehat2 dulu..things change..people change....huhu..i luv ya

sue:i still seeing u...i love u..but ur bf doest like me or nany either..hurm mayb we're kinda bad person huhuu..suck...but i missed our girls out day huhhuhu..i hope i can c u diz saturday..

amar:i dunno what happen 2 us..u been avoiding me...im crying when u didn't pick up my fon..n like everybody talking to me when they c u at some mamak's...i missed u..n i now im not been gud fren 2 u..n i know u been busy wif ur stuff n ur gf..but im kinda missed u so much..coz u r the only one can control me...i had a lot of story 2 tell u..

een:hahah u still the same gurl wlpn ur style dh daring giler...i miss u...eendot gendot hahah..

me??im change into a bad person i think...im kinda need all my beshfren wif me ryte now...i keep crying when im think bout u guys...korg ingt x mcm2 kte wat dlm kelas dulu..n kite sgt femes d skolah sbb kegilaan kitew...fuck i miss u guys..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

selamat hari raya haji hihihi..
tp cm besa je feel dia..
in fact aku x pki bj raya pun pg td bgun lmbt agy hhhiihhih..
tp ayah akoo duk bebel2..besa la owang tua...
duk umah tgk tv je buhsan btoi...ayah ckp ader korban utk aku diz year huhhu..
tp malangnya aku x mkn dagin lembu org korban dpn mate rase lain jer...
ader baw skit..
twok tul aku nih heheh...
ingt kn ptg ni nk jmpa mr parkyson tp mlgnya ayah akoo xcident plak slamat ayah ok kete along je dh sakit wawawa...
cian dia tyme nk blik uia la kete dia kene langgar..
rasain feel aku tyme aku xcident dulu ehehhe
neway everything ok...selamat..
hehehe
hmmmm besok nk g lost world wif my siblings..
yeah...ingtkn nk wat photoshoot skit hehehe...
tmpt cantek..
waaa result nk kuar takuttt....

I'M LETTING HIM GO

yeah im letting him go...
i just cant take it anymore...
im sick of ur xcuse..
bertunang??wtf dlm age 18 ko nk tunang,
alasan merepek,
terlalu byk aweks yup2 ko kn dh hot skrg....
ko jahat??entah kalo ko rase ko jahat2 la...
yeah ko bjaya bls dendam tenkiu...
i should 4get bout u..
yeah i should....
im free now...
just do what u wanna do...
yeah i missed u so much...
but imtrying not 2 miss u...
bcoz its not worth it...
gud luck wif ur life n my life..

HANG OUT WIF MY BESTIE NANY..

utk mmbuangkn rase2 buhsan diri aku...i dcided nk ikut nany hang out ngn kazen dia...nk tgk mvie twilight...
nany pick me up at 12..then cum terkejut tgk nany bertudung bagai sama la ngn adek dia rupanya nk hang out ngn kazen dia kena jd bai skit ahahha...
fake dowh ko nany..
as always ktorg pg jj je r mn agy de tmpt nk lpk kt ipoh nih...
mmbeli tiket mvie twilight pukul 3..
smbil menunggu mvie start..aku cm nk cr sliper..
sliper ku sudh licin maaa..suck...
pg padini perhhh adoyai byknya sliper cute...
pe lg...pilih r satu yg paling menarik skali...kali itam de polka dots skit heeh cute...
mcm aku ahahha...
then tgk twilight adoi mamat tuh asl hot sgt...
jd vampire plak...perhhh kalo vampire kt malaysia ni hot cm tuh aku pun ske...
hahahah
tgk crita tuh tpikir vampire pun pandai jg hati org yg dia syg..
ni manusia perhhh x pnhnya nk mghargai bodo...
citer tuh mmg terbaek r...
tgk la pd sape yg x tgk lg...
then balik umah kn bebel sama my dad coz balik lmbt hahaha...
chill la ayah...

DEAR FAFA,

Dear fafa,

U r a cute girl..
With a great smile,
Long original curl hair,
Dark skin with a chubby face
U r a great girl,
Outspoken person,
Friendly and like meeting new people,
Clever person especially in math,
Got a perfect family n siblings,
Bestfriends around u,
U had a perfect life,
U don’t need a man bside u,
Don’t cry for the silly mistake,
Be strong and never turning back,
This beautiful world and life are create specially for you dear,
Be proud of urself….
You r who u r,
Nothing can change u…..

(I’m writing diz for making me feel better)
HOPE I'M FEELING BETTER....

TIME PASSING BY...

Tyme passing by,
Year coming to the end,
Silly mistake make my life going crazy,
Doin crappy things 4 make my life unloneliness,
Is there a place where can making me feel better,
Life is like a journey to me,
Journey that never end,
Parents, frens, boifren, are they all so important actually?
Long way to go in diz young material world,
Am I going survive in diz world?
Just my pray that I have to save my life n making my life complete…

LIAR!!!

liar liar liar liar
penipu penipu penipu....
kau sial kau mmg babi...
aku bnci kau..tp aku cinta giler kt ko kimak!!!!
mcm2 aku wat tuk kau taw ak...
sbb satu kslhn aku kau balas dndm giler2...
fuckau!!!!

(crying)